4. 7. 11. 24.
Thank you for the questions lovely (:
I’ve just answered 4, 7 & 11, so I’ll just answer 24 for you.
24: Your favorite movie and what it’s about.
My favourite movie is always a really difficult one.
I’d say, it’s possibly between Beetlejuice and Girl Interrupted (although I’ll probably change my mind about that later aha).
Beetlejuice, most people know, is a Tim Burton film about a recently deceased couple haunting their home when a new family moves in, along with a bio-exorcist named Beetlejuice.
And Girl Interrupted is about a young female named Susanna Kaysen who gets admitted to a mental institution, and told that she has borderline personality disorder. It follows her stay, along with the other patients who all have their own personal issues to deal with.
Thank yoooou Caetlyn (:
01: Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
I’ve been in a relationship for pretty much exactly a year and a half with an extremely lovely and awesome guy named Brett.
02: Where you’d like to be in 10 years.
Oh gosh, I’m not really a fan of thinking about the future haha, slightly scary. But I suppose I’d really like to have a job within the media (I would love to work for Bauer), along with just being generally happy in life, good financial and living situation etc. Nothing out of the ordinary.
03: Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Whatever floats your boat. I drink (although not reeeally regularly), so obviously don’t have a problem with alcohol. It’s everyone’s personal decision as to what they do, and as long as everything’s in moderation, and you’re not becoming an alcoholic/drug addict, then yeah. Your choice.
04: Your views on religion.
Aaahh, people may not like this.. But I’m going to agree with something my dad once said to me. Mainstream religion is like a disease, and it brainwashes people. That may sound harsh, but I do agree with that to an extent.
I’m not going to go into detail about my own beliefs, but my mother is a pagan, and I’m more into the spiritual side of things. But yeah, religion isn’t exactly something I agree with.
05: A time you thought about ending your own life.
I’ve never actually considered taking my own life, as I find that thought overwhelming. But around three/four years ago, I got into such a state of anxiety/depression and just didn’t want to exist anymore. Genuinely couldn’t bare the thought of waking up every day and having to cope with the feelings that I was feeling. Even opening my eyes in the morning was too much. In some ways, it actually made it more difficult not being able to consider taking my own life, because I didn’t want to live, and I didn’t want to die. I was stuck in this inbetween place, where I had no idea what to do with myself, and couldn’t see any way out. And I think that is the worst place of all.
06: Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.
I shall do this later and link to it :P
07: Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.
I’m a Capricorn (born January 12th). I think a lot of the traits do apply to me yeah.
08: A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.
Umm, I was about to say I couldn’t think of an answer for this.
But I’m going to say right now.
This week is my last week of my first year of uni, which after starting and giving up due to anxiety last year, I never thought I’d be able to do it.
So, so proud of myself right now. And everything else in my life is pretty much easy going at the minute. Definitely haven’t been this content in a while.
09: How you hope your future will be like.
I just want to be happy, and the people I care about to be happy and well looked after.
10: Discuss your first love and first kiss.
My first kiss was when I was thirteen, and it was ridiculous. I didn’t even like the guy it was with. There was a huge group of kids surrounding us, shouting at this guy to kiss me. I was stood there shaking and hating the attention. So yeah, not the greatest paha.
My first love.. well. I suppose at different points in your life, you can think that you’re in love with a person, but when the right person actually comes along, you can realise how wrong you were before.
So with that being said, I’m going to say Brett has been my first proper love.
He understands me more than anyone else has, takes care of me in such a good way. Makes me laugh constantly, feel special and safe, and has helped me to like myself more. We get eachother.
He took me on when I was in a very bad place mentally, and has stuck with me and helped me through things that I feel would have been impossible by myself, and I can’t even explain how much appreciation I have for him. Honestly couldn’t ask for anything or anybody else.
11: Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.
In This Moment – Burn
Evanescence – Even in Death
Die So Fluid – Figurine
Stevie Nicks – Rhiannon (Live)
Marilyn Manson – Tourniquet
Seether – Never Leave
Jack Off Jill – Angels Fuck, Devils Kiss
Funeral For a Friend – Alvarez
Deftones – Passenger
HIM - Pretending
12: Bullet your whole day.
- Woke up at about 11.30am
- Watched Buffy from 12-1
- Sat on tumblr in my pyjamas
- Get some food
- Start my Mass Media Assignment
- Anything else I feel like doing